I need to get my life back on track. i need to. but i dont know how. Is my soul missing or wandering away? or am I just sleepwalking?
There are so many things on my mind right now and i just could not seem to sort it out.
Hence, the seldom of writing the blog.
well, part of the reason is because i'm damn lazy and since i dont have an easy access to computers and internet now, blogging is not a free time activity.
The other major part of the reasons is that I just can sort all the thoughts that are playing and dancing in my head, which sometimes they clashed and bumped into each other and gave me headaches! serious headaches!
i'm going mental! i know i am!
and living alone in the house doesnt really help! with every neighbours house is empty and dark!
and right now, i dont know what my problem is, but the last 5 minutes just now, my head is going to explode into pieces (not that i'm a suicide bomber or something). and it all poofed away like it does not real. but it is! i know!!
I'm going crazy!
I'm tired but i dont know what wore me out!
seriously, i dont know. and i dont know what the hell that i dont know.
confusing to read?
try feeling them!
urghhhh!!!!!
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nisakh, hang in there.
go sleep over at someone else's place...
hang out with your friends...
organise a party...
DO SOMETHING!!!
Grab destiny my it's neck!
=D
may Allah ease your burden and clarify your scrambled thoughts.
Sesungguhnya, hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenang.. (Ar- Ra'd, 13:28)
babe, aku rasa hang punye anxiety ni menjadik pulak... well, now that we're back, hope you're back to normal modelaaaa
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