Fazlin Farieza Yussuf - is this the right spelling?

entry ini ditulis atas permintaan~ and this is not a lesbian confession~

I am missing someone, terribly. I miss her hugs, her kisses, her laughter, her nags, her cheekiness, her smiles, her angauness and her singing~ though sometimes it is disturbing to hear her sing out of tune, coz u cant actually figure out what song it is.

I miss the time when we do stupid things~ loads and loads of them. Remember when we call our crush by stupid names? mine is renek and yours is abang renek. hahah~ that was stupid. really stupid. and the nights where we actually bazirkan duit kat cafe bawah blok just for you to see someone? and oh yeah, our favourite midnite snack, Squiggles! and the wiggle-wiggle dance we did while eating them.

And this one I do remember it vividly. every bits of it. stalking to KL Central~!! eheheh~ and how we told Abg Scud that it is a matter of life. tapi abg tu leh buat2 lembab jer.~ heheh~
and how we got into the different gerabak so that it is not that obvious? *laughing very hard*

And yeah, all the nights lepaking at your room~ singing Ryan Cabrera - True~ again and again~ oh, we never get bored with that song do we? and every conference, hati ke hati in your room. and even sometimes, when i felt lonely, i just hang out at your room eventhough you're out doing something else. Remember the notes that I sticked on your locker? phewww, i can't remember what I wrote by the way.~ but I am pretty sure that it ends with " I love you to itsy bitsy bits", because it is true.

Our Pangkor trip? yeah, i still remember that too~ sun bathed macam ikan duyung kepanasan kat tepi laut while u flirt with the mat salleh. Boleh ke abang tu suh kite ajar mat salleh tu snorkling? and yeah *giggles* the "see u later" part ~ hik hik hik. one more thing!! part bile i kene lasso!!!~~ hehehehehhe~

I do have your back. Eventhough it is something stupid, bile i pinjamkan u RM10 untuk u pergi Amcorp Mall walaupun duit I tinggal RM20 je mase tu~ hey, kalau i tak bagi bile u mintak..~~
hehehhe~

Everytime I went to Manly, or I see beaches, I'll remember our evening walk at Teluk Batik~ with KFC. That is where we talk about hopes and wishes and let the sea and the wind hear it too. Sometimes we didn't talk, we just strolled along the sandy beaches in complete silence. We would wrote things on the sand and watched the waves washed it away, at the same time, we sighed and wished that forgetting something is that easy.

I know you will agree with everything I said, even yang sebodoh-bodoh pun, and then, you always snapped me back into reality. You wont disagree with me when I'm angry, and after I let my steam off, you'll tell me what you feel, honestly. And I love you for that. You'll always give me a long and warm hug when i'm feeling down and listen to all my tantrums and foul words~ and you'll cheer me up with your silly jokes~ and sometimes your singing. but, I dont mean to laugh everytime you sang. heheh~

If I want to list down every precious moments that we shared, blogspot wont have enough space for that. and my hands would be swollen of typing~ having you beside me through tears and laughter is the best thing a friend could ask. How I wish you are here at this moment, make a cup of passionfruit tea for me and give me a shoulder to cry on~ sob...sob...sob...

I do terribly miss you now babe~

p/s: blogpsot budus x boleh upload gambar~ i'll upload yo pic a.s.a.p darl~ i promise~

pp/s: Go to Alin's blog to read what she says about me =)